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Hunger…and Grace and Truth Link Up

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Hungry I come to You
For I know You satisfy

 

So begins one of my favorite songs from Vineyard Worship.  These words resonate with a deep, deep part of me.  You see, I have a long history of trying to fill myself with all the wrong things.

 

As a young girl, I never felt confident in my personality, my likeability, in my body.  But my intellect never failed me.  I relied on the accolades and applause from teachers and other adults to measure my worth.  And at home I could stuff down boredom, insecurity and shame with food.  Too much of it.  My curves came much earlier to me than most of my friends.  And I felt ashamed of them.  I saw myself as “fat” compared to the flat, lanky bodies of most girls.

 

As a young woman who took diet pills to finally look the way I wanted, I found my sufficiency in the attention of men.  This only led to a different kind of shame and a dark emptiness when break-ups and rejection still came…

 

To read the rest of the post, click here.  I have the privilege of contributing to a series called The ABC’s of God’s Love Letter.  25 Weeks.  25 Writers! on instaencouragements.com.  If you have time, read the series and download the free study materials.  I pray it blesses you.

And now for this week’s featured post!

 

I was encouraged by Encouragement for Working Through Anxiety by Donna of serenityinsuffering.com.  I definitely need to know more about this subject and was pleasantly surprised to find such a good mix of practical tips and scripture help here.  Thank you, Donna!

 

 

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A Sacrifice of Thanks

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Make thankfulness your sacrifice to God,
    and keep the vows you made to the Most High.
15 Then call on me when you are in trouble,
    and I will rescue you,
    and you will give me glory.  Psalm 50:14 NLT

Photo by Brooke Lark on Unsplash

 

As a family we sit in a very different place than this time last year.  And the year before that.  With my husband back in a stable work environment and my cancer in the rear view mirror, we have many reasons to praise and thank God.  Actually, the truth is that God deserves our thanks ALWAYS, but in my faithlessness, I forget.

 

If you have followed this blog for longer than a minute (thank you!), then you know my recent history of doubting God’s kindness and goodness while in the throes of painful experiences.  It actually took the funeral of a two year old boy to wake me up to my own stubborn ungratefulness.  The precious parents of this boy asked for the mourners at his service to sing the song “Good Good Father” by Chris Tomlin.  Two week prior the praise band at church lead us in this very song and I refused to sing.  In my heart, I didn’t feel it.  And yet these missionaries (once over seas, but on this day to me) knew that our Father God is always good.  They sang of this goodness with empty arms and broken hearts.  And I realized I could too.

 

That’s what Psalm 50:14 is all about.  We bring glory to God when we praise Him for His provision, even as we wonder how the bills will get paid.  We bring Him glory when we thank Him for family, even with strained relationships in the picture.  We honor Him when we thank Him for a life even after that life passes on.  We show the world His tender mercies when we thank Him for his comfort in the midst of hard times.  And we showcase His majesty when we accept His gift of Jesus with a beholden spirit.

 

As young parents, we started a new tradition to help us and the kids remember all God does for us (and emphasize the meaning of the Thanksgiving holiday) by putting up a thankfulness tree.   For many years we adorned our artificial tree with construction paper leaves and turkeys with handwritten Bible verses about giving thanks.   We also wrote on them the names of the people and things for which we were most grateful.  This year with my bonus son out of the house (and married with kids of his own) and both daughters firmly in their teen years, the construction paper didn’t seem quite as charming.  So we decided to let our tree grow up and bought a few ornaments instead.  Acorns, leaves, pumpkins and footballs now hang on the branches.  But even though we changed the tree, I wasn’t ready to give up our family gratitude practice.

 

We now have a tabletop card holder in the middle of our kitchen table with a sharpie and blank leaves and turkeys and pumpkins.  Every time we sit down to dinner as a family, we add something we are thankful for.  Some days it’s easy to give thanks, and sometimes it’s a sacrifice to set aside our feelings and look at who God is.  Who He has always been, through good times and bad.  Because the truth beyond our circumstances is that He is good.  And it’s always for our sanctification to acknowledge it.

 

Happy Thanksgiving.

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The Good. The Random. The Fun.

BloggerClubUK, Tea and Word Tuesday, Purposeful Faith,

GraceFull Tuesday Link-Up, Hearth and Soul Link Party,

Let’s Have Coffee, Welcome Wednesday, Recharge Wednesday,

Worth Beyond Rubies, #TellHisStory Link Up, Porch Stories,

Encouraging Word Wednesday, Tune In Thursday,

Stories of Hope, Moments of Hope, IHeart Verse Link Party,

Legacy Link Up, Fresh Market Friday, Feature Friday Time,

Friendship Friday Blog Hop, Faith on Fire, Traffic Jam Weekend,

Faith ‘n Friends, Dancing with Jesus, Grace & Truth, Booknificent

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